I am only one. 
But still, I am one. 
I cannot do everything. 
But I can do something. 
And, because I cannot do everything, 
I will not refuse to do what I can. 

I smile when I feel like crying, because no matter what happens I will always be the one that gets hurt. But everything happens for a reason so I will keep on going on this road they call life, I have absolutely no regrets and I am grateful for the people in my past they have helped me get to where I am, wherever that is. I have nothing but my heart, my hopes and my fears, and a growing knowledge that not every road will lead home anymore.

3rd February 2012

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And when we speak now, seldom as that is, the old language returns. I wonder if it makes old names make guest appearances in your mind. If you can feel the skin of my neck near yours one more time. Do you reach across the bed for a shape, no longer there. Do you remember it clearly or is it all just memories of memories. Is there still warmth from my fingers tracing the contours of your skin, left somewhere in your body. If you smell the smell of how I used to smell in a crowd, do you think of these things. Is something missing in everyone else’s or someone new’s voice. Will they never know quite how to laugh or breathe just behind your ear. Do they know what you look like when you want to leave a party, when you’ve had too much of people. Could they rebuild your body out of clay if they needed to, because they’ve touched it so many times. Does your back still arch the way it used to when I still kissed you.

Does an old singer sing an old song on an old radio.

Do the lyrics still shake your fucking soul.

Did it sound like this?
— I Wrote This For You