I am only one. 
But still, I am one. 
I cannot do everything. 
But I can do something. 
And, because I cannot do everything, 
I will not refuse to do what I can. 

I smile when I feel like crying, because no matter what happens I will always be the one that gets hurt. But everything happens for a reason so I will keep on going on this road they call life, I have absolutely no regrets and I am grateful for the people in my past they have helped me get to where I am, wherever that is. I have nothing but my heart, my hopes and my fears, and a growing knowledge that not every road will lead home anymore.

20th January 2012

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Is this how I’m supposed to feel now?”

“I don’t know, I’ll check the manual.”

“And?”

“It says that you’re feeling the right way.”

“What way is that?”

“It says that there is no right way to feel but, right now, after something like this happens, you do need to feel however you’re feeling and that feeling this way, however you’re feeling, is healthy.”

“That doesn’t sound very scientific.”

“It has nothing to do with science.”

“Does it say anything else?”

“It says you’ll break something if you beat yourself up for the way you feel and that you won’t be able to feel differently until you’ve finished feeling this feeling.”

“Ok. How long will that take?”

“I don’t know. How do you feel?
— I Wrote This For You